I have never really had what I perceive to be a 'normal' life, but I now find myself wanting that. I want a house in the suburbs, a 9 to 5 job, kids, a dog, actually as I type this out, I think I am changing my mind. I definitely want a kid or two, and a house, maybe not the job or the dog though, (I really am a cat person).
The company is all but gone, and we should be moving in to our shop soon. I don't have a job yet, but I am not too worried as firstly, I have some money behind me now, secondly, I have had offers of help from friends and family, and thirdly, a decent meal is like $1.00usd here in Thailand.
I really need to do a lot more than I have been lately in way of starting my own businesses. I am doing the trading company, but without an office it is all very haphazard. Also setting up a web design company, but haven't done a whole lot there.
I desperately want to write movies too, but the motivation has been seriously lacking lately. I know I coukd film a great movie here without half the difficulties normally found in a place like Australia, but the thought of it is quite intimidating at times.
Mentally, I'm not in the worst place I have ever been, but I know I'm not in the best either.
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